Honestly got nothing to say It's been many years ago ever since I even tried to pray Average dude living day to day It was either selling dope or signing up for medicaid How I wish there was a better way Only hope I got is Jesus Christ to put me in a better place Go Rogue or go Renegade If time was alcoholic I'd be wasted every single day There's nothing that can catch me by surprise It's hard to say you're happy When your hopes and dreams are declined from girlfriends to good health No conflict resolved Tell me a scenario Yeah I been through it all Will I end up unhappy due to all of my flaws Will I keep chasing these women until one of them calls If I pray hard enough will these problems resolve I guess the question I'm asking can I be saved after all No actin, this life's impacting, We flashing yo lights camera action Stay graspin in case we lackin We trapped in like haters back then (I guess the question I'm asking can I be safe after all) I'm day dreaming about nightmare Even on my guard It gets very scary I keep my peoples close like a reunion at Tyler Perry's And everybody has a fine line And no it's not selfish to fix your problems before you help mine I'm only human, But that no excuse So i blame my youth for tellin lies and truth and so I (Man I don't feel like doing this right now) You down to go or you down to ride Got me stuck inside The drugs, they got me paralyzed And no none of this is up to me Just another daily struggle just in case you're all wondering Black is white and my night is day I write my problems on this paper so I can cope another way It's not a phase this is every day God if you hear me please help a brother find another way It's obvious this just ain't easy man It's been 25 years and there's still things I don't understand For example why I'm still alive Man people dying everyday has got me checking out my vital signs The time is now baby do or die Tell the truth or lie Be kill or commit homicide The answer's clear here's the reason why