Erase my pain Submerge my brain In toxic waste Til I can't see straight I'll writhe in shame And curse my name Every day Is a god Damned Waste Where did you go? Why won't you come home? I am all alone I think I'm losing myself I don't know Apathy Entropy Never free My relentless Death disease Can't you see I'm not me It's this never Ending grief Underneath Dragging me To the bottom Of the sea I can't breathe No relief This is my life Make a wish One last kiss Co-exist I'm so desperate Turn back time You were mine Now you're blind To your fucking Cardiac Atrophy Killing me Don't you see that I miss you I love you Always true (Right?) This was our life I'm sure you know I never wanted it to end like this But now I'm just broken bowl made out of ceramic And there's no gold to fill my crack ups anymore So I'm just left spilling my guts all over the floor By now Lord knows I'd rather hang on a crucifix Than spend my nights writing sad songs, getting drunk as shit Or maybe you could come home instead of moping around all alone We'd renovate hell And make it our own Now I know that true love will never be enough To save or keep near the ones that are dearest to us So why should I keep living in a world as awful as this Where the promise of forever Always means shit