I Knew it was Delusional To picture you Moping all alone But I didn't want To find you Around the corner From our home Arm and arm With my evil twin I bet you just finished A carnal sin I think I'll never leave The house again "Always honest All the time" "One true love" "Forever mine" You're nothing But a brain parasite You're eating All my dreams at night You Were My Best Friend I'm fucking lovely Thank you for never asking I'm fucking lonely Thank you for just up and leaving Now I'm spending my time catching all of the lies I missed I tally them up at night around the same time we used to kiss And as I count them up like sheep So that I can fall I asleep The flock starts to overwhelm me And I realize that I never really knew you I never really knew you And if I never really knew you Then you made me a liar In that juvenile poem I wrote you Years ago Do you need a reminder? Cause I need to let go Once buried in dark soil Hiding from the light You dug your way back to the surface To find you were ready to shine bright Refined by fire Remolded by your desire To truly live life To be free of strife Now you are precious and pure Full of love and wonder You are golden like the sunset Cascading off the California poppies And now I give you my black heart To always be held in your hand To always be wrapped in your Golden Love And ask that we lust for life together Forevermore No! Now here near The end of all things pure And nowhere near You anymore This is the death of a romanticist So I wrote this song with some dissonance I figured it would sound better than silence But you could still count it as the antithesis Of your namesake and the way that you treated me Both of which are still driving me to insanity I know it all sounds so loud and mean Truth is I'm just lacking A Melody But now I can never unhear The dissonance Between you and me THE DISSONANCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME THE DISSONANCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME (I can never unhear) I can never unhear THE DISSONANCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME THE DISSONANCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME