Sizing up the competition Yea you know that I'm about to make a buck Saw what you was missing You was hating then But now you tryna show me love Bitches come around Niggas comes around Where were you when I was down Fake friends Fake smiles Where were you when a nigga really I got a lot Tryna get off my chest Words are like bullets I'm wearing a vest Boy getting big Yea you better invest Head getting bigger Yea I'm feeling stressed Painting the pain Like a picture it's bright Painting the pain And it hurts like a knife Put in the pain To forget what it's like Putting paint in the pain Yea what a life Cannot believe that it's mine Cannot believe that it's mine Smoking this weed till I cry Smoking this shit till I die paralyzed Smoking this shit cuz it's easing my mind Losing my mind Yea I am not fine Losing my mind Yea I am not fine Losing my mind Yea I am not fine But your chick Yea she tell me I'm fine All my niggas They tell me I'm fine They say Shit yea you doing just fine They say Yea boy you doing just fine They say Yea boy you doing just fine Ain't no worries You ain't losing shit You ain't losing your mind They gaslighting me shit Like woah Need to hold up Switching the flow up Y'all niggas fucked up And you do not know uh Got it from the jump That's why I can't slow up Taking these addys They slowing the game up Numbing the brain up Fucking these bitches I'm laid up Blocking these hoes Like a lay up Passing the time I can't chase ya Add to the mix like a blender Adding the pain to mix Make it thicker I'm just so sick of the shit Like it's liquor But I'm still drinking the shit In the pictures I said I'm fine But I know that I lied Did that shit a couple thousand of times I said I'm fine But I know that I lied I think the shit really all for the pictures Wonder if it's really all for the pictures All of the fame And the glitz And the glamour Rocking the smile But inside I got anger Bubbling up Bout to blow like a tanker Look I swear that I'm fine Look I swear that I'm fine Look I swear that I'm fine Look dawg I swear that I'm fine Yea look your girl call me mine Look swear that im fine Look swear im not loosing mine