Please do not hit me up Cuz I've been Struggling with way too much And I've been Holding onto all my luck And I've been Hoping that I don't give up Cuz I swear I've been ducking Punches and kicks I've been ducking Lies and the fibs Drown all my feelings in a bitch Get myself outta the abyss Keeps getting harder and harder Tryna stretch hands Yea I'm looking for you father Every fucking sin Keeps me farther and farther Telling y'all the truth And I promise you honor All this fucking stress And I keep going harder Life is a mess But I keep getting smarter Demons so ugly In my closet there's some monsters Try to take them out But I don't like being honest And I thought that you should know That this is how it goes My life could never be the same And I'm tryna figure out No shadow of a doubt Who is here to blame And I thought that you should know That this is how it goes My life could never be the same And I'm tryna figure out No shadow of a doubt Who is here to blame Put it on a track Cuz I know I'm an artist Said a lot of shit Yea I made a lot of promise Made a lot of promise Yea I made a lot of promise Promised you this and you that Said we'd be this we'd be that Prolonged it too much Now your gone oh f*ck Oh well oh well Seen heaven And I've seen hell Cold nights Going through dry spells Tryna figure out life Find a holy grail Judas pin me to the cross With these holy nails Devil can't reach me So the nigga sent a female Only check my email If you sending texts I ain't caring bout the details Strong gon prevail Breathing 'For I inhale Smoke in my lungs Keeps me sober till I see hell Long drives at midnight You not here It don't feel right These drugs are gon get me right These girls are gonna get me tight My mind can't let you see inside My life I'm tryna keep it mine And I thought that you should know That this is how it goes My life could never be the same And I'm tryna figure out No shadow of a doubt Who is here to blame