You wonder why I always sting Why I make my life harder than it is Why I am not happy on the best days you can offer me You wonder why I don't love me the way you do Why I never believe that I could do all the things you show me and that the boundaries are not real But it's not you it's only me The problems are only made by me It is not real but when I cry your world is falling And I am sorry not to smile but the feelings I have inside are just fragile It is not against you, it is just what I've been through erasing my happiness but not my love for you But it's not you it's only me destroying everything I can see and desire And I'm sorry not to smile but the feelings I have inside are just fragile But it's not you it's only me The problems are only made by me It is not real but when I cry your world is falling And I'm sorry not to smile but the feelings I have inside are just fragile It is not against you, it is just what I've been through erasing my happiness but not my love for you