Paint a picture To forget your smile I never thought that I Would feel so empty inside Wait for a sign To give light in life I've read so many things That my mind starts to fly away 'Cause I wait to fall apart When I think of the past I'm waiting for the end While you try to pretend I'm way too deep in shit Even my mom knows it That I'm a fucked up mess Waiting for the end to come Alone I still think about you I still think about you I paint a picture to forget I lay your head down on my chest I'm waiting for summer to end I'm sick of playing to pretend I thought you said that we were friends Now you left and I depend On drinks and weed in the weekend I'm trying to forget Your smile Your lies Your smile Your lies Everyday I fall apart When I think of the past I'm waiting for the end While you try to pretend I'm way too deep in shit Even my mom knows it That I'm a fucked up mess Waiting for the end to come