You stay up late at night just to tell me You love me, you love me not You want me, you want me not It's getting kinda hard to understand The little ways you be thinkin' When the feelings are so delightful And you unbent and speaking But hurted when you be drinking And yelling make it bleak and By my eyelids waking up We lying naked, defeated and somehow.. I allow you to be mental Steady cutting real deep Into the rotten walls of my mental But you be giving me kisses Like I ain't never had I be wanting you mrs. All the rings and that Like your skin to be ripped open To get deeper than You get into mine When you be really mad For nothing but a bad word That you had heard today Everything is the worst thing You had heard to date You ain't trying to hear none of it Because it's in your fate To be a bitch about your emotions F*ck an internal strain So I let you project Why the f*ck do I be doing it I should choose to protect The clarity of my thoughts I only want the sunshine and I'm stuck to you like moss Like my brain is working a shitty job And yours is the boss Not even the kind that be your favorite 'Cause when u get to talking I don't hear a boss ass bitch I hear my bitch ass boss, my god Should've been to church when we could've maybe then we'd calm with a sermon Shouldn't be too bad Even when we set our eyes on high With our feet atop some dirt Among the serpents That's wishful thinking tho.. The boy could dream Of love not unlike the ones that You be seeing on screens But turned up to eleven though (eleven though) 'Cause that was us before Things went askew, I loved when When I could hear your heart move And the passion in your breath When it's just us and the moon And it's drum pressed to drum In this quiet ass room Details be sounding amplified And your talk turned smooth Without the fire from your lungs Unjustified By the ivy growing rampant from the root of my tongue I pray to high heaven From whence this love became That you would Shut the f*ck up Respectfully So you can baptize me by sweat And we can do it all again You stay up