Gone through too much at the age of seventeen Lost all my friends now I'm drinking Hennesy I don't really care if I die tonight I just wanna die when there's no light I'm still hoping that I'll be alright But I already know the game of life "Please drive safely" "You shouldn't want to die" I told them to make me Teardrops in my eyes Demons in my head and they'll never let me go I'm my own man so I'll do it on my own I've been all alone I won't let these fucking ops live I've been taking drugs just to make me feel more nauseous I don't have no trust 'cause all these girls are toxic All my friends wear masks so they don't breathe in my toxins Sipping Jack Daniels just to remedy Nightmares I've been having feel more like memories But that's only if I could ever sleep I'm further from friends than from my enemies I don't really care if I die tonight I just wanna die when there's no light I'm still hoping that I'll be alright But I already know the game of life