Losing hope, losing faith Things have been so out of place Depression taking me Someone please just end my screams I am just a fragile man I no longer have the strength to stand This life I've lived, this life I've shaped Is the only life I've become to hate As I watch you fall Silence tends to fill the air As I watch you fall You never seemed to want to care As I watch you fail I only hope to be the same As I watch you fail Cuz my heart is what I gave to you As I fall to my knees I crack, I break, I see All of these memories still haunt me The final thing that's on my mind Is I'm the one who's the waste of time As I watch you fall Silence tends to fill the air As I watch you fall You never seemed to want to care As I watch you fail I only hope to be the same As I watch you fail Cuz my heart is what I gave to you How could I lose myself to you How could this heartbeat be not enough for you How could I lose myself to you How could this heartbeat be not enough for you I can't stand alone anymore Just watch me hang myself and dangle above the floor I lost all hope when you walked out that door All I want is my life to be well restored As I watch you fall I only hope to be the same As I watch you fall I only hope to be saved As I watch you fall I'd rather be beautiful in blue As I watch you fall I only wanted the same love I gave to you As I watch you fall Everything seems to be crashing down And I'm trying to get back up