Ya doin alright? F*ck if i know Stayed up all night With the bottle Walkin through life With my eyes closed Blow it blow it up just like a pyro I could blow it up or I could do the same things I could blow it up or I could do the same things I could blow it up I could run away now I could stay the course or I could find a way out If i can build it up, I can kick it down I should be so high that I won't ever hit the ground But I'm a sucker for the grind I've been stuck inside the hamster wheel Feeding off the drama should be sippin on this camomile Grown enough to know Should be gone from the snow Want a name up in the lights but that's a long way to go I'm in the Hyundai running errands Couple bucks from that Mclaren Got the windows so transparent you could see the people starin If they were But i be cruising all day undisturbed Run to work Am i caught like Shawshank in the world Pour the bourbon and it will cost me, i'm undeterred Things are blurred Have i gone the wrong way? what's preferred? Huh? run around making bets Run around chasin checks, flawless Or stuck in my place again Focused on paying rent, cautious I'm between everybody's thoughts, I'm a blip on radar screens But will i find the person that it really pays to be, I don't know Ya doin alright? F*ck if i know Stayed up all night With the bottle Walkin through life With my eyes closed Blow it blow it up just like a pyro I could blow it up or I could do the same things I could blow it up or I could do the same things I could blow it up I could run away now I could stay the course or I could find a way out Wanna trade the snow shovel for a motherfuckin beach towel Countin up the savings do I have enough to leave now California seems wild, freedom piled with each mile Mimosas in the morning then some boarding for us meanwhile I'm dreamin of that carte blanche Fighting with alarm clocks Wondering if the world has passed me by as if i'm hard rock Packed a lunch i hardly want Circling a parking lot When i eek into the weekend get that bottle pour a shot Now that's sustainable but ain't appealing, in the long term I could change the crux of what i'm feelin, but the cost hurts Gimme time to wander. Gimme time to flip the script Flights and mission changes might as well figure out what living is Cycle so continuous, purpose is ambiguous Destroy it from the inside watch me firing indiscriminate I hope that somethin hits, let's burn it down right now and build again Crank the risk to a ten, possibilities a million Now you're lying to yourself if you think you got it all figured out Or maybe you do And maybe that's even scarier F*ck if i know Ya doin alright? F*ck if i know Stayed up all night With the bottle Walkin through life With my eyes closed Blow it blow it up just like a pyro I could blow it up or I could do the same things I could blow it up or I could do the same things I could blow it up I could run away now I could stay the course or I could find a way out