In this line of work the rules will be bent Beat the f*ck out of him 'cause he jumped a fence Ran away from the consequence, depends Boy you ain't seen nothing pure, in defense The rules don't make you pure The pain will go on and dure The rules are not a cure I've always looked for more Deep in self hatred, I'm embarrassed for my actions Living with my thoughts sometimes causes overreactions In other people when I put my plate in their face I say it ain't that bad but I'm dying inside today I collapsed in the shower crying on my knees Let it out, let it out, oh pretty please Someone come and hold me 'till my eyes have dried Until forever, don't leave me again The rules don't make you pure The pain will go on and dure The rules are not a cure I've always looked for more I haven't been more miserable in so long Life is draining out the life of me for more Attitude and coldness and for me to care less Broke my heart just like you said you would not do And you ain't the only one who's played me like a flute I'm an optimistic pessimist who can't just give up Before I leave this earth I gotta take a soul with me up To heaven or down to hell or the emptiest and quietest void You'll ever fucking see I'm in pure pain But I got paid today I said it is what it is Cried six times in four days F*ck you, f*ck you god Bending me you've had your fun Begging you to kill me in my sleep Whatever I have done Brush it, brush it off Move on it's nothing at all Developing my character 'Bout to be as cold as ice