Trying to put away my pride Told me you would give me honesty and then you lied Confused on all these rules and I don't think I can abide I done started cutting ties cause I'm so fucking sick and tired, Ooh Ooh Handle my issue to the T Cause I'ma wipe his nose if a nigga try to slime Rest in peace to all the G's and any part of me that died And if that cause was homicide I'll get revenge just give me time Can't put my pride to the side cause it provide me with a shield When I tried it got me killed, well at least that's how it feel When it all falls down you not around to help rebuild Throwing salt on all these wounds and just assuming that he healed But I haven't Treating all my demons like a pageant The greatest kind of beauty usually hidden in the madness These streets so full of grief, a lot of beef and getting active Shit be getting ugly but the money getting attractive We the ones they slept on That make it easy to get crept on My hittas step on niggaz Some of mine got stepped on It come with it Charge your pain to the game and just have fun with it I sit back watching and plotting but I ain't done with it, No This Glock can join a rock band it got a drum in it Street smart mean think smart you can't be dumb in it That's how a lot of souljas dying young in it Every car from twenty-twelve to fifteen we spun in it I be surprised this heart of mine even got love in it When my hardest times started all the love ended Yeah I ain't see none of these niggas like I'm suspended Relationships had made it difficult to trust women Yeah Gotta let that breathe, Aye They wonder how I keep a smile because my Grams did it Her and Auntie passed and my connection to my fam ended My mama side sat back and lied but I don't think on it I'ma kill you over Nick don't even speak on 'em If I was to die today I know that Bugz riding So if he ever give the word you know that Bird sliding For all my people gone I'm going all in Soon as the 8 get out them gates you know we balling Gotta give my kids what I had and what I didn't No relationship with my dad so I'm just glad I'm living different I found out that he passed, I hope he'd known that I forgive him And I probably wouldn't have been this fucking strong if I was with him, Yeah Everything that seems to break us and hold us Could literally make us and mold us It's all about the way that we perceive it We get closer to greatness from the day that we believe it, yeah Can't put my pride to the side cause it provide me with a shield When I tried it got me killed, well at least that's how it feel When it all falls down you not around to help rebuild Throwing salt on all these wounds and just assuming that he healed But I haven't Treating all my demons like a pageant The greatest kind of beauty usually hidden in the madness These streets so full of grief, a lot of beef and getting active Shit be getting ugly but the money getting attractive Oh God It's Bank