One day we all gonna die It's not something to fear Remember to enjoy your life Cause the ends a lot near Than you think no lie Shown no love while I was here No Not while I was alive I guess they couldn't hear That all of this pride And all of this cheer Wasn't enough to subside The thoughts I Endear I was always alone Till I was in a casket Always on my own Carry it in the basket Pick up the phone And then I ask it Why in my bones Is there this sadness Wanna go home Boom and that's it Yeah I'm In my zone But it's fuckin bat shit I try to reach for peace And some prosperity But I guess apparently I'm on my knees Praying for sincerity And lately it's these People seein charity Never though it'd be A sense of clarity That I would see My life be a calamity I Can't even breathe When I'm mad at me Don't wanna compete And it's sad to see I can't complete The man I had to be Was always so weak From self made tragedy they all wanna be my friend But it seems in the end They all play pretend I beg and plea for help I don't know how to ask Feel like I'm gonna melt Behind this fuckin mask It's always f*ck how I felt Till I teach the class Getting whipped with a belt Can't make feelings pass The hands you're dealt Will always be your last So down down I knelt Right on this green grass That I just know so well My life's limo tinted glass No one gets in my shell