All of these screams in my own head All of these thoughts of being dead They come in waves soaking my identity I hope they hear me, as I sing I'm lost in life, broken by lies Haunted by the fact that I'm not feeling fine My minds a slave, to toxic rage My madness has been taking over me Help, please help I'm choking inside Hey Hey Hey I'm tired, so tired of this life Hey Hey Hey I smile but hide behind this lie Hey Hey Hey This mask I shelter all my cries I'm lost in life, broken by lies Haunted by the fact that I'm not feeling fine My minds a slave, to toxic rage My madness has been taking over me I'm tryna escape, I'm tryna escape, I'm tryna escape from pain Feeling so much shame, while feeling drained, this all just in my brain I can't give up, but I've had enough, I guess I'm not so tough I'm such a coward, without no power, is this my final hour I'm not okay, I feel enraged, I've lost my ways I've shattered every ounce of will I had to live A farewell letter might be all I have to give I've lost so much of me, I feel so useless Feel so depressed, feel so stressed, all I want is my happiness I can't control my mind, it feels like I won't make it out this time Count the days For your grave Kneel and pray Say his name Count the days For your grave Kneel and pray Say his name I never thought that my life would turn out so fucked up and the way that it did A failures melody with these memories, a coffin seems to be more fit I haven't slept in 3 damn days My head has got to change Look what you've done, look what's become Your selfishness, broke your loved ones Its clear to see, you're so naive You thought you could, just run from me I'm in control, I took your soul You did for me, the best of deeds So listen hear, let's make it clear The death of you, helped me break through Burn it to the fucking ground So much to see insanity So much to see Bottled in me This is the constant battle that I try and hide These are the thing that I've been trying to fight