I'm looking down at this dead corpse A gun in hand, a shell on the floor Blood is draining from his head My Mother runs in screaming My Father stands there crying My Brother stands in silence Oh God what have I done? I finally did it this time Went to far Goddammit I can never go back Guess this is my fate I just needed to escape This was my only option Now I'm letting go, of my, worthless life I'm looking down at my own corpse No beating heart, my skin is cold I sense a tearing in my bones Being pushed into the flames I finally did it this time Went to far Goddammit I can never go back Guess this is my fate I just needed to escape This was my only option Now I'm saying goodbye to my Now I wake up, in my bed I got no bullet, in my head I am alive Not a trace, of how I bleed The devil's lost, against his greed I will survive I didn't do it this time Thank you God I live And I promise this will never be my fate Never be my fate