This shit crazy cause... I said I wasn't even going to have like 8 tracks on this shit But I got so much pain on my shit, so much pain on my chest and shit I gotta get that shit off... I had some bad habits I was on stuck on Xanax I ain't really have shit Said she want to face me, but she ain't want to see me back then Now these niggas hating, ain't saying that they loved me back then Made this shit in like 8 minutes, starting to use this pain as a passion They put Tae in that system, I put my foot inside the trap yeah It's so hard to feel these feelings without actually reacting And we barely had television, tell them niggas I'm used to static Ohh Tell my niggas I'm ya dead homie cause I ain't never felt alive They gone put some bands on me if I don't make it out in time If I ever call, they gone hang up on me, hit me with the clothesline But big bro on the b-roll lecturing me on the view of life Feel like I'm always doing wrong even though they say I'm doing right Say I got nothing to show but I don't care who criticizing A lot of shit that you don't know, I'm sorry I'm used to being quiet 3 AM walks to that store, jump out my window late at night Had no stick that I could blow but always kept a blade or a knife Thinking bout jumping in that road, but I couldn't get past them bright lights They told me you reap what you sow, I'm thinking 'bout all my past lives I had some bad habits I was on stuck on Xanax I ain't really have shit Said she want to face me, but she ain't want to see me back then Now these niggas hating, ain't saying that they loved me back then Made this shit in like 8 minutes, starting to use this pain as a passion They put Tae in that system, I put my foot inside the trap yeah It's so hard to feel these feelings without actually reacting And we barely had television, tell them niggas I'm used to static Ohh We can go through the same shit, don't ever say you felt my pain Work the block before we work a shift, don't care if I got the time to waste But Jerm was laying bricks, and then he went and caught a case Big bro put me on a business trip, I'm so tired of these planes I keep asking why I'm still here, he want me to stop thinking this way Mix my codeine up with tears, can I please lean on you bae? My future is what I fear, wish I could've stayed in those days I keep knocking on that door and they won't ever answer O.G told me when shit go wrong, just act like that you planned it Never let these niggas know what you know, leave 'em misunderstanding And even though Weezy gone be a star, think outside of this planet