Gettin to the Son like Mercury Okay Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Turn my scars into distant memories I’d rather have less company than endless misery Gettin closer to the light You can’t drain my energy I just needed more space like I’m in a limousine Sometimes you gotta go through the dark just to shine Used to bottle all this pain inside like wine There’s more to the story than one headline The battle can be won or lost in the mind You reminded me of who I used to be before I shifted I was blinded by the things I couldn’t see I had no vision Hah Locked in a mental prison In a sense I felt convicted Thought to be a victim Road to hell is paved with good intentions I felt cemented Nothin set in stone til the final day is finished I’ve been learnin how to heal from gettin hurt it’s repetition If you want it you can have it but you gotta go and get it Turn my scars into distant memories I’d rather have less company than endless misery Gettin closer to the light You can’t drain my energy I just needed more space like I’m in a limousine Sometimes you gotta go through the dark just to shine Used to bottle all this pain inside like wine There’s more to the story than one headline The battle can be won or lost in the mind I don’t know who tried to curse me but ironically I’m blessed Even more than before Thank the Lord I can’t be hexed Vocal chords to the Heavens Every verse from my chest I got peace in my possession but I’ll never be possessed It was time to make a change like I’m cashin in a check Saw the blue in the moon Serve a Son that never sets I was relapsin in my dreams Almost broke a cold sweat Can’t expect a happy home if the trauma’s unaddressed Tryna put the past to rest Memories I’ve been reliving Gotta bring it to the surface Otherwise I hit a ceiling Only God is who I’m feeling Answered prayers are reassuring Takin’ care of myself so my family doesn’t worry Nah it doesn’t happen natural Gotta work on insecurities Only way to heal is addressin what’s been hurtin I’ve been gettin closer to the Son like Mercury I’ve been gettin closer to the Son like Mercury Mercury Mercury Mercury Mercury Oh Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah I've been gettin closer to the Son like Mercury