Two young black couple living shit I grew up with no father I got no love from my mom I met my shorty in the trap house Judge me how you judge me I don't give a f*ck cause I love her She makes me feel great But at the same time I don't want her I told my homies my standards Scared of my friends reaction about her I know her reputation bad I said to my homie I'm a big playa Only f*ck big booty bitches I guess she got me tripping now She got everything I need So what I need more? Damn She treat me like my mom used to I love that affection she gave me But I can't show it to the people cause real niggas don't express their emotions Real niggas don't fold Real niggas don't fall in love Real niggas don't cry Real niggas always have to stay strong We both mentally weak But we act like we strong nigga I respect your past, I gotta live with it I gained ennemies of it Cause of your trauma, you've been acting hard like you good mentally Maybe we need some couple therapy But no you told me you're pregnant I told my close homie and laugh about it He's like damn, you for real dawg? I don't know but I can't be a father right now All my dreams fell through But I mean I'll have a beautiful baby I don't want no boy I want a girl I'll give her the world Let me think about a name shit Sysy, Gucci Stop playing like No funny shit I'm in school right now I have no job, I don't have a apartment I just pay for my room But I'm not ready to be a pops So I f*ck bitches, that's my solution Act like everything's is on control Guess not I don't wanna talk to her no more Matter of fact, she got me fucked up She f*ck with my cousin so I can f*ck bitches She did that pregnant shit to keep me attached I hate her but I love her I love when love hurts We arguing about little shit but we don't talk Lack of communication, toxic shit She get a crib I packed all my stuff and I live with her I've never been ready in my life Still waiting for birth of my child The same day, she told me that she think it's time I called the ambulance Hold her hands and started to realised It's real Coming at the hospital like mama oh you should pray for me Damn that's beautiful I hold the most beautiful things in my hands That's me I can't forget this day I'll be a new man A better man I found her name The nurse teach me some shit But I'm not good enough yeah So my girl got it I just watched cause I'm stunned My friend call me Yo can I come see your firstborn nigga? Yeah I've never been proud in my life Mom is proud of me, I become a man I gotta provide for my family I gotta move the city Cause I got too many problems Opps looking for me They want to kill me We back home with the baby Couple days later we arguing and shit She hit so many times but I can't do shit I got love for you Give you all the work, taking care of the baby She yelled at me and hit me twice I'm like f*ck that I hit her and and put her against the wall And she cried, cried and shit I just take a deep breath like Yo nigga you see that baby crying and shit and you ain't doing none You lame ass f*ck I don't even know why I'm with your ass I should listened to what my homegirls said about you Broke ass nigga You ain't shit I'm always had to care of you're stuck up ass And now I'm here taking care of our baby alone I don't even ask you for too much Oh nah you tripping Oh I'm tripping, you bring your fake ass hoes to my house And you bring your broke ass homies play video games and shit Man shut the f*ck up Bitch Who do you think you talking nigga? Who the f*ck you think you talking to? Oh you heard me nigga, get the f*ck out of my house F*ck you, take your shit