Don't lose yourself They need you Shadow from the rain On the window Seems to truly emulate the pain As it hits my face Put lovers rock on to calm my ways Got Sade for the night Parisian apartment like A lifestyle sipping cabernet Zoned reflections on life On some spiritual tip where the hell are we now Chasing ideas to capture a frown Can we keep up with lies Facades of it all Talk about money No value involved What's our God damn incentive This wine got me talking What's your God damn incentive We all act like our goals got the world in our blessings Selfish We selfied our ways to some next shit We glorify booty Reflections I'm guilty of what I'm just stressing Asses this Vocalization of effort I put on my city No lesser My family comes 1st that's a message Word to the hate of oppression If I make a change that's the chain that I'm repping Check yourself Checks make up for heaven Really Tell me who do you love At the end of the day tell me who do you hug I'm standing in this hallway asking shorty Am trying too much As I scroll thru my notes I'm I saying too much Jaded I'm burning alive inside Can you save me This hope I held so long Remains sedated I fear I can't go on Because I'm jaded Can you save me Can I get some feedback Then I'll relax Might relapse Take a deep breath might need that Blinded by love you see that Now I'm three stacks I'm an outcast With three stacks I'll be out fast 3 am I'm out past To show you I'm really about that Emotional wreck Feel like a mess Keeping emotions in check Crippled in bed Now you're just pulling my leg Literally I'm pulling her leg uh This cant be life I pray at night They cant be right Like Jesus Christ I choose to ride As do or die To prove I'm fly Then crucified Preach Believe that I am an honest person That's so deep Got a slow leak Eventually reaches a surface What is my purpose I'm I serving it Am I still earning it Yearning it Hold it real tight like a tourniquet The meaning of life still learning it Ask yourself Is life really what it seems Chasing green Before chasing dreams You know what I mean Now as the sun sets And all the rain falls All of my tears spent What is this pain called Jaded I'm burning alive inside Can you save me This hope I held so long Remains sedated I fear I can't go on Because I'm jaded Can you save me My only fear is that I will never find contentment in my pursuits for a grander life It is now more than ever that I continue to be patient and curious Because tomorrow might be sunny but it will also rain My heart go all out Never stop going My team go all out Never stop going My heart go all out Never stop going My team go all out Never stop going