I spent a lot of time out on the streets this week I'm hoping it'll end soon imma turn into geek freak Writing nothing but stories to pass the time Couldn't right all of my wrongs cause I'm way out of line But a candlelit dinner that I saw through a window Caught my eye twice and there's something that you should know You're a picture perfect beauty which I give chase While I'm a dirty tattered t-shirt with a smug on my face And I've witnessed more shit than I'd like to admit And I've been trying real hard for some reason I can't quit Ran a hundred-thousand circles 'til I broke my legs So I'm giving up now I'm gonna forfeit the race So I'm giving up now I'm gonna forfeit the race Now concrete feels like home A home that I've never known When survival's done alone No way to measure how much I've grown Now concrete feels like home A home that I've never known When survival's done alone No way to measure how much I've grown And oh my god think I've run out of angels My guardian called warned me to bring a raincoat Severed all ties to the church and the state So I'm gonna need you to help me chisel my slate Now I'm better off dead than sleeping in bed My demons just called and their going to my head Paint a hundred-thousand pictures with just these words But my voice has grown silent it'll never be heard All of time is an essence that is what I've learned But I never paid attention to the fire it burned So drowning in the water of the poison I seek Doesn't seem like such a bad idea to me So drowning in the water of the poison I seek Doesn't seem like such a bad idea to me Now concrete feels like home A home that I've never known When survival's done alone No way to measure how much I've grown Now concrete feels like home A home that I've never known When survival's done alone No way to measure how much I've grown How much I've grown