Lord forgive me for my sins but I'm lost and need some guidance I guess it ain't surprising, I ain't living I'm surviving Dead heart it need reviving, lot of traffic as I'm driving I try to block it out, throw some music on I'm vibing Think I need a sign, been a minute since I had peace of mind Do I have a maker? Is it possible to be designed I don't know, actually more torn apart than what I show Really need some answers for my questions but they coming slow I know feelings come and go or usually Why can't I be as faithful as I used to be My spirit feels empty, this is new to me I hope I haven't been cursed for my foolery But it ain't black or white, it's more complicated than what I make it Confusion is common around a subject that is sacred But I hate it, upon this road to glory I've been jaded Feeling distant from who I'm praising, like Amen How did I get here? How do I leave Now I'm trying to put my all in, all in I wanna be saved, wanna believe But I feel like I'm falling, falling How did I get here? How do I leave Now I'm trying to put my all in, all in I wanna be saved, wanna believe But I feel like I'm falling, falling Get fired up about the deen and then I lose it I face the separation it's confusing Or wake up for salat and then I'm snoozing, really need a word that's moving Spiritually burnt, I need a rest, hope He's approving My sins catching up to me, the devil trying to f*ck with me But luckily, I've got some prayer warriors that stuck with me My God connection is shaky, I need to make a shift My uncle told me it mirrors my Earth relationships Dad was kind of distant, didn't trust him or feel safe No hate involved that's just coming from a real place I face the East and try to say my prayers in Arabic I ain't do this as a Christian get compared a bit What's the right direction? I just really want protection A faith that's unbreakable, return on the investment I'm feeling insecure, once upon a time was sure Doubt a disease, need the cure, I'm waiting How did I get here? How do I leave Now I'm trying to put my all in, all in I wanna be saved, wanna believe But I feel like I'm falling, falling How did I get here? How do I leave Now I'm trying to put my all in, all in I wanna be saved, wanna believe But I feel like I'm falling, falling