Let's cut the sucka shit I know I took my L Fasho I got my mind together and fought just to be here Embarrassment the worst but I said f*ck that cause i'm strong Ambition in my body i'm hustlin hard just to keep these pockets ocky Many people gave up on the kid so I say f*ck a friend 9 To 5 wasn't working, started servin gettin them bubbas in Come up in the house late momma say I got the devil on me I was fucked up couldn't see it but i had to own it Got a text from my momma sayin, son get out the streets When Lebron left Miami I was clutchin' on that heat Feel like i'm drawing with this two three, leave em colored like the bulls Tried to finesse me out my feelings lil bitch think that ima fool I kept a smile on your face I guess you couldn't see my worth You a materialistic bitch you always talking bout a purse Last time I seen my Grand daddy he was riding in a hearse I talk to god and my family know I gotta keep 'em first Startin off in January I was getting booked for shows I ain't have no rules momma just saying come home Hard headed as the f*ck I wasn't even picking up the phone She had a bad pregnancy and with that baby all alone Am I bad person for not even trying? Am I a bad person for all the lying? I just look up in the sky and pray for a better day My family in poverty and now I gotta make a way In February I was getting worse ain't seen my brother in some weeks so now i'm fucking hurt Had some family all in my ear saying just take a break But i'm tryna run it up I don't got time to waste But then March came I ended up in Florida I was supposed to have a video in Atlanta now i'm worried I woke up from my sleep asking nana, What's going on? She say, Baby you staying with me your mind ain't getting strong A couple weeks I black out, right on my loved ones Got arrested for some shit yea I was so dumb But they looking at my paperwork say send em somewhere else And i'm like hell nah where we going I got a mother by herself So a few minutes later yea we driving And my heart really racing it ain't stopping I calm down cause i'm thinking bout my future wealth I pull up to a place and it say mental health Let's cut the sucka shit I know I took my L Fasho I got my mind together and fought just to be here Embarrassment the worst but I said f*ck that cause i'm strong Ambition in my body i'm hustlin hard just to keep these pockets ocky Many people gave up on the kid so I say f*ck a friend 9 To 5 wasn't working, started servin gettin them bubbas in Come up in the house late momma say I got the devil on me I was fucked up couldn't see it but i had to own it