This morning I woke up feeling like sleeping in Such a clouded perspective, depression creeping in I've been fighting this for years feeling weak again Can't lie, I'm getting discouraged 'cause I can't see the end Bout to call out of work for like the fifth time Blame it on my car trouble knowing that a nigga lying Some will never understand what I'm going through Pieces of the puzzle this bigger picture I'm showing you Really don't have it to give, I'm running low on fumes Suicidal thoughts, feeling like my demons in the room As I look at these pills poured on the table Consideration but can't stomach it like a navel I think about my mom as I put them up Or anybody that loves me that'd be really rough I tried, kicking the habit but I'm rolling up Blowing smoke in the air till things looking up Been a minute since I had me a day like this A day like this, a day like this Someone please come and save me, go away I wish Away I wish, away I wish I don't want nobody but I need somebody To take me from this hole, I'ma live it up probably Been a minute since I had me a day like this A day like this, a day like this Got my family concerned 'cause now I'm isolating Don't want to talk to nobody, ain't got no motivation Seeking refuge in Allah, blow for blow with Satan Turn this bottle up I'm feeling numb every time I'm wasted Laying on this couch staring at the ceiling Thinking bout how I'm feeling and ways that I've been dealing Relationships suffer when there isn't any healing Burnt bridges first hand, rebuilding them ain't appealing It just sounds like a lot of shit you've gotta do I want nicotine and moments of solitude I'm at a point where I'm needing professional help Too many visions that I'm having of killing myself I can't help it, I want to be honest so I can show You ain't the only one going through it and now you know So if you standing on the edge, take a step back Someone depends on us, we've gotta remember that Been a minute since I had me a day like this A day like this, a day like this Someone please come and save me, go away I wish Away I wish, away I wish I don't want nobody but I need somebody To take me from this hole, I'ma live it up probably Been a minute since I had me a day like this A day like this, a day like this