Belly of the beast Waiting for a fortune flip Life is torture Light a torch for all the porcelain Dolls in valley Bums in the alleys Can't seem to find a home from Calgary to Cali I wish upon a star But that star seeks death Empty breaths from a deep caved chest I always seem to lose a part of me Started from the bottom Now I'm sinking like economies Feeling really anxious Shaking in my pant legs Smoking out my brains Addiction plays the antics I wish I never felt the pain of loss Life's a painting So admire what you came across It's brush strokes and bright lights Skateboards and nice bikes So lets cruise take me for a ride There's more to life then always feeling mortified Looked to the sky, searching for gods voice Ear to the clouds but I can't hear a damn noise Looking down again I see the world through my lens Take a look and let the ink flow from my pen I'm tired man I'm tired of it I down want it if I'm not feeling inspired from it Desire is a burning gem Burning holes inside my pockets with a passion blend I don't bend I don't break I'm a monster Tryin to slay my demons through these shows and these concerts I'm the conductor First class train of thought I seek peace When I'm veering off my saner thoughts Bring me back to square one Shoot me a fair one These hands hit like snare drums Kicks and toms I drop bricks and bombs Tryna stay calm in the violence of the law But its hand up don't shoot Well throw rocks At your face if you don't move If you can take all the pain that this life gives I'll bring you back from the land of the lifeless Looked to the sky, searching for gods voice Ear to the clouds but I can't hear a damn noise Looking down again I see the world through my lens Take a look and let the ink flow from my pen