Its been a rough couple years Shed a couple of tears Haven't talked to many friends Not even sat and shared a beer Is it what I fear I struggle with lapse of anxiety Focused on sobriety Today we find a brighter me A moment of clarity only spit with sincerity Prepping me for glory with an axe a cherry tree Im barely breathing I’m heaving up in the summertime Im waiting for your call so baby drop another line I know its quarantine computer living other lives Trapped up in my room I never meant to make my mother cry This isn’t right but I'm putting up with the best of it Don't ever try follow me that is your will and testament Your body dope I highly suggest you invest in it Not recklessly abandon it now put your fucking chest in it Im highly confused with this life that I'm given The only choice I ever had was to reside with the rhythm Try to do better Try to do better Try to do better Try Be better Try to be better Try to do better I'm seeking light within the strangest of places People are strange when you're a stranger to faces Cruel and wicked is the norm I've had enough of it Voices in my head while death is creeping off my bucket list Life is such a wonder so I wonder what the purpose is And why does everybody hate beneath the surfaces I've got a nervous twitch you better watch my six Assassination of a rapper it's just politics Apathy is a bitch and she's forever stuck in labor Hard to speak to god with everybody asking favors I wish you hear me well and hope I do inspire you Livings for the strong and weak are just expired food Man I'm tired too it's always my excuse I wanna walk 1000 miles so I tie my shoes I wanna elevate, levitate and kiss the sky And if you're looking for the answer well then this is why Try to do better Try to do better Try to do better Try Be better Try to be better Try to do better