One can be blind to everything that's great One can ignore the ugly painful state One will only realize all the blessings that they have If they open their eyes or when they lose their mate! If one is not on board then everything feels fake If one is not happy all one sees are mistakes If one wishes for more, one may lose faith In the current situation, falls apart in your face Source of all my pain, I see your lies Divorced from all the blame you just deny Forced to hide my shame, you criticize The course I set in vain, will I go Going through the motions leaves one saddened in the end No satisfaction or achievement gained with your special friend Coming up short it's no fun to pretend Always jumping through those hoops a constant twist, trip and bend Forcing a lost cause how do you defend Juxtapose the 2 elements but never can they blend The hope of something great but when it fails can it mend Left with very little is there an ear someone can lend Source of all my pain, I see your lies Divorced from all the blame you just deny Forced to hide my shame, you criticize The course I set in vain, will I Go You can't abide with me Want to decide for me Think you can hide from me You wanna lie to me You seeped inside of me Just to collide with me Cause a divide in me That part has died in me Now Source of all my pain, I see your lies Divorced from all the blame you just deny Forced to hide my shame, you criticize The course I set in vain, will I go Source of all my pain, I see your lies Divorced from all the blame you just deny Forced to hide my shame, you criticize The course I set in vain, will I go