Took too many tabs and I had an ego death Searching through my past and present, yeah I'm just trying to recollect Bitch my tanks on E, I don't know how much I got left But I'm balling through the pain like I'm hoopin' at the rec Every turn I take man yeah it's always something Turned on the State game and then I watched my cousins They be playing football and shit I chase a different sack but you know that we all just making hits and shit How the f*ck I'm dream chasing same time I'm death racing How the f*ck I'm supposed to let you in when I like my spacing Red and blue lights yeah my heart just got to fucking racing Perc 30 got me going stupid special education Feeling like an oddball like a fucking black swan Shoutout to my unborn son you boutta be a Don You can have a puff not talking Reese's, don't tell your mom You hang with fucking rats and you a pussy so ima call you Tom I be making moves I don't really care if you care Got some bad habits I shoulda listened to that lion from DARE Serve me pink pussy on a pedestal medium rare This year I'm stepping on necks and you're getting no air You say you making them hits, you better try harder I can get myself hard I'm a self-starter That bitch giving brain for free, she need to think smarter This shit bigger than life I need to think larger I see you begging for attention go and pan handle I'm doing shit way different what you can't handle I see you wasting your chance, not a good example Keep on lurkin and see what you can sample I'm chasing my bag, I'm tryna get it ample Glued to my computer, I feel like I work at Apple I don't f*ck with corporations, had to leave jobs I'm tryna be the CEO just like Steve Jobs But f*ck that shit I'm tryna be the owner Just tryna make some waves, I'm tryna get exposure I got an ear for this shit, I feel like Michael Jackson I know demons but I don't really do no servin' I know some people in Australia, shout out Steve Irwin People praying on your downfall, I just hope we all win Livin the same nightmare every day I'm copin' You too weak for this life, yeah put the rope in Nah, don't take that too serious I was jokin' Gotta keep on grinding put the work in