Laying in bed Should be out with my friends But I'm sitting here rereading The texts that we sent Playing scenarios out in my head Of all of the things I wish happened instead I have better things I could be moving on to But I'd rather spend all my time Not getting over you It's unhealthy and hard to admit but it's true Zone out mid conversation 'Cause I'm thinking of you People look at me so questionably 'Cause I'm wanting you this desperately It's unhealthy Out of my bed now I'm out with my friends Took every bone in my body Not to cancel plans 'Cause I would rather spend my time Pining over us It's honestly worrisome Wanting you this much Why be productive When I could be self-destructive There's nothing I would rather do Than spend my time not getting over you It's so unhealthy And yeah, I admit that it's true Can't do one single thing Without thinking of you People look at me so questionably It's honestly so embarrassing It's so unhealthy I know, I'm not gonna try 'Cause I know that I'll never Come to terms with goodbye People are so concerned for me 'Cause I'm wanting you this desperately It's unhealthy It's so unhealthy It's unhealthy