Give me a minute, don't think we're finished took all of September, cooled down my temper And tried to remember it wasn't always a lie You in my oversized hoodie, right where we should be Just two naive souls on the scene of this movie little did I know, soon this would all go Tried biting my tongue, but now I'm burning lungs This is too much it's fucking tiring and it won't stop coz I'm spiraling out of control, bring me back to when the ground was masked in snow Coz late back in august, I'd had too much to drink And if I'm honest, I don't know what to think Now that it's over, I've been sober but can't stop holding onto this So I scream down the 95, I couldn't catch my breath I'd start to close my eyes, remember how you said That when we're older, I'd still have your shoulder To lean on, you liar, you're burning this fire to the bone Tried holding my head high, can't empathize cause I'm backed in a corner Feels like it's torture to just be a foreigner who's so deprived So I'll fight the sensations, f*ck stimulation, it's normal your stressed out Don't throw the towel now, you'll just start to head south, enjoy the ride This is too much, it's fucking tiring and it won't stop coz I'm spiraling out of control, bring me back to when the ground was masked in snow Coz late back in august, I'd had too much to drink and if I'm honest, I don't know what to think Now that it's over, I've been sober but can't stop holding onto this So I scream down the 95, I couldn't catch my breath I'd start to close my eyes, remember how you said That when we're older, I'd still have your shoulder To lean on, you liar, you're burning this fire to the bone