I sit upon the side, observe abyss from solid ground The spark that shows the light, so bright when lit, I drop it down Sweet symphony, the curtain calls, i'm tied undone Weep sympathy, i'm not the only one I'm more Out of love than show-world singers More out of touch than broken fingers I clutch into the choking wind, it's Not enough to show my sins The pain inside my heart still lingers As I try to play on broken strings, but Afraid of what tomorrow brings cause it's another day without you in And I thought I could be used to this Still scabbing over all these years The stabbing dulls, and no more tears The darkness pulls without you here We'll send you off with one last kiss, upon your head Rest peacefully while i'm in pieces Lessons learned, the earth still turns, the past is blurred, but you're still clear Even from the Deep End Even from the Deep End I'm treading water, i'm not gone yet I'm held down by the words that I should have said There's answers in the ashes of this world I drown in all that I have left I call for help for those who wept We're dead when talking to the dial tone I'm more Out of love than show-world singers More out of touch than broken fingers I clutch into the choking wind, it's Not enough to show my sins The pain inside my heart still lingers I try to play on broken strings, but Afraid of what tomorrow brings Cause it's another day without you in And I thought I could be used to this Still scabbing over all these years The stabbing dulls, and no more tears The darkness pulls without you here We'll send you off with one last kiss, upon your head Rest peacefully while i'm in pieces Lessons learned, the earth still turns, the past is blurred But You're still clear, even from the Deep End Even from the Deep End And from my mind I try to keep it But I still drink myself to sleep With you inside, you are my drive You keep the fire in me alive Take your advice, not get too Isolated, faded, in and out of changing shape You'll never see the man I'll be, and I fear in case I let you down Lose face and hit the ground Ruined But I get back up, it's too important now Let's do it, move forward and through it Too young, too loud, too old to burn out Before my time, I'll hear the sound I'll walk on water before I drown Lift up the sky, teach Icarus to fly But not too high, he learned that side of burning bright And it took him to the deep end We all fall into the deep end sometimes I'm more Out of love than show-world singers More out of touch than broken fingers I clutch into the choking wind, it's Not enough to show my sins The pain inside my heart still lingers I try to play on broken strings, but Afraid of what tomorrow brings cause it's another day without you in And I thought I could be used to this Still scabbing over all these years The stabbing dulls, and no more tears The darkness pulls without you here We'll send you off with one last kiss, upon your head Rest peacefully while i'm in pieces Lessons learned, the earth still turns, the past is blurred, but you're still clear And I thought I could be used to this Still scabbing over 14 years The stabbing dulls, and no more tears The darkness pulls without you here And this pain that weighs the depths we're in We lost so much more than we could win We try to breathe, the choice within Stuck underneath or learn to swim the Deep End Swim The Deep End