Yeah What can I say This food for thought, been in a box So I got shit to say I'm in a place, a different space Since we lost the race You had me winded, it ended You couldn't match my pace You'll pay the toll Because you know that I can't be replaced I'm slowin down, I'm not around Not doin the chase I know you young, so go have fun Bcoz I've had my taste I couldn't manage, had to vanish Not leavin a trace Did hella damage, with advantage With that beaded waist Them pretty eyes, and thick lips That sit up on that face My life was damaged It was mammoth And you filled that space So fuckin dumb, and hella numb I had my faith misplaced Yeah, tuh And it's a damn shame We point the finger at each other Not takin the blame We played the game We had a flame And left that shit untamed Treated me lame Shine or rain I'm on the midnight train Yeah You say it's mind of men To wanna own I disagree and so I grab my pen With opposition, I been thinkin every now and then Bout how I lost my Dad and you aint even tap in Damn You know it's all good I just aint fuckin wit you Focused on my livelihood I hope you doin good But I just wish you understood The prices that we pay Bein a victim of our childhood Man I think I went too deep You never liked to talk Because you say that I'm too deep No handbook So I ain't even have the codes to cheat Back on my feet I cant repeat, Im getting hella sleep Yeah And it aint about fuckin you over Ran out of luck Even though I had a 4 leaf clover This shit got dark And I could feel that it was taking over It smelled so sweet But by the end it had the foulest odor But now this shit is over Found a composer So that I can give this shit exposure I needed closure Especially as I'm gettin older You growin too So I'm hopin that you gettin closure Love that you sober Hope you and your dad been getting closer This world is gettin colder Hope he there to lend a shoulder Moreover Puttin this shit inside a file folder I'm a beholder Now I'm movin like a business owner Yeah I wish you all the best Get you a nigga that you know is not gon be obsessed Make sure he keep you blessed Make sure that he clean your stress And keep the faith Becos with that comes along success Yeah I had to let you know I had to write it down Becos I had to let it go You liked my flow And I'm grateful cos it made me glow That belief it was relief It kept me on my toes Told you all my woes I held it down while on the road Now I'm enrolled Life a school, I'm on da honor roll These days I'm focused on myself And owning my soul So stay solid and seek knowledge So you reach your goals Yeah, but I'ma let you go Just had to let you know Let this shit cry out And no offense if you know who this shit's about