I am that f*ck me love you type of chick Never had friends never fucked with a click Always too nice but can flip it and trip When I do trip im a puzzle unfixed Where have I gone I am lost in the mix I have to work around six Spark up a blunt light it up with a bic I finally finished my shift I can still smile with a frown I can still fight while I'm down Every where I go a problem it follows and I know no time for the wallow Nothing is sailing on my boat I have been steering with eyes closed All of the pain in my brain is insane cause my lane is still filled with shame Wonder how I'm even sane Knowing my heart's not the same Living on the east side City with the street lights I need myself through the pain Back to my city again Living on the east side City with the street lights I cant find no one that can understand me or hear me or feel me Something is in me that envys the pitty it fucks with me dearly I can enjoy the ride , I will be fine The tears fall from my eye, I'll be alright Wonder how I'm even sane Knowing my heart's not the same Living on the east side City with the street lights I need myself through the pain Back to my city again Living on the east side City with the street lights Wonder how I'm even sane Knowing my heart's not the same Living on the east side City with the street lights I need myself through the pain Back to my city again Living on the east side City with the street lights Living on the east side city with the street lights Living on the east side city with the street lights