I was down bad I was down bad I was down bad I was down bad in a hospital bed Couldn't even think straight I couldn't even hold my head I thought I was gone I was laying down scared Then a nigga start trippen So the doctor gave me meds The doctor gave me Xans just to knock a nigga out Xans didn't work so I'm still trippen out Granny sitting back & my mama on the couch They got me in Killawood & they tryna take me out Auntie came thru, then my mama took me out I Signed a couple papers now a nigga bleeding out Took me to the car still having crazy thoughts I got blood everywhere,can somebody help me out Sitting in the back seat now I can't breath Doctor gave me chemicals now I can't sleep Now I'm laying back flat on a machine It's spinning spinning spinning & I still can't breathe Doctor keep sticking me he looking for a vein If I make it out this bed, then I promise imma change Imma be a better me, I just wanna have kids I wanna see my dreams happen lord let me live Idk about a wedding idk about a wife but as long as I have kids imma be alright Laid in my mama chest mane I'm scared They praying praying praying that I make it out this bed I got doctors in & out Like I'm having a sale This a whole lot of weight you can't even put on a scale That's fr dawg I get mail everyday & it's hospital bills dawg Gotta eat something cause they got me on these pills dawg Pills got me trippen ion know how to feel I told em 2020 I'm touching a mill goal didn't change I just gotta chill