Everyday I wake up and I say hope today will be a better one than the last I've had for a while Every day I wake up just to hope for a simple smile Used to wake up and see that girl in the mirror I looked in her eyes and saw minimal fear and now it's just gone away Sit and cry in the shower while thoughts roll through my head Hear those bitchy girls voices echoing that I'd be better off dead Lately I've been living for someone else Feels like I'm a boxed up rubber doll sitting on somebody's dirty shelf I'm warn down and tired and I feel like a liar when I say I'm fine But lately my life seems like it ain't mine and I'm not fine Im done living for someone else Cuz I hate living for someone else Life ain't supposed to feel like hell But it really does when I hate living as myself Feels like all others have it better cuz they have their shit together feels like my brain is submerged in stormy weather I'm just drowning the good shit out Lately I've been living for someone else Feels like I'm a boxed up rubber doll sitting on somebody's dirty shelf I'm warn down and tired and I feel like a liar when I say I'm fine But lately my life seems like it ain't mine and I'm not fine Im done living for someone else Cuz I hate living for someone else