Shaving glass to make it hurt less when you fall Try to help but don't know exactly how to talk You were blessed with ways of speaking your mind I was cursed with the inability to know what's going on in mine But if you knew how much I would've paid To make your troubles melt away Try to act like it won't hurt me when I fall But at the end of the day it's still me who's crawling off Maybe one day i'll use my big girl words and stand But until then your gonna watch me get stomped on first hand But I always want so much more than anyone could ever give And I feel like its only me who's putting in the effort to live I think I deserve so much more than this