Within these walls Tattered and marred There burns a rage that's been tended and barred There is a war Inside of me Bury the insides in hopes to bring peace This path it leads straight down to the past Where it's claws bleed my thoughts but I'm down on the floor To begin once again this spiritual cleanse To purge out blackened bile stuck through to the core Take cover fear is creeping in Armed with doubt, despair, and full of regret Ice cold it seeps right through the skin Slowly it feeds off of weaknesses kept Tear off these chains and stand your ground Take back those years they remain to be found Breathe easy no one gives a f*ck One big joke this weight you carry around My mind is set On self destruct I lost control of my thoughts now I'm fucked Into the fold Go it alone Vomit the tears till the heart turns to stone Crawl down inside there's no place to hold on Just a fall through the dark with no landing in sight Take up your fill take as much as you need I don't want it I don't need it I've lost all but one fight A person fucks himself up so much so much so the shadows in his head can kill him