Uh yeah, uh yeah, uh It's been so damn long since I been in my mind Been so damn long since I say what was real Been so damn long since I felt what was real Like I don't know how it feel Like I'm just numb to the pain Like everything in my mind just feel the same I try to cope but in all the bad ways Paranoia eating cells in my brain I question self then I wonder if I'm sane By the standards of a society in vain I get caught up and then is everyone to blame What a shame what a shame what a shame They say they real undercover not the same They always hiding and I'm always on search It takes a while just to reach onto the service I never listened i was always thinking further It's hard in life when you grew without a father It's less important when they tell you to stay quiet Cause underneath you just a slave to the paper Underneath you just a slave to the paper, damn It's been so damn long since I been in my mind Been so damn long since I say what was real Been so damn long since I felt what was real Like I don't know how it feel It's been so damn long since I been in my mind Been so damn long since I say what was real Been so damn long since I felt what was real Like I don't know how it feel It's like a fantasy dream from all the shit that I seen Been too far in between stuck and cannot get out Like a cycle in circles going around and around Digging deep is exactly just what it takes to be found Stay profound with my nouns taking action like verbs I be simply reacting to all the truth that's unheard of Finding peace thru disturbance cause all the bullshit keep hurting They wanna close me like curtains but one thing I know for certain is I'm the captain of mine make my ship bet it sail Nothing holding me back the challenge just helped me prevail If you ever slept on me everything good turning stale I can't hold on grudges cause if I do I might fail So I just tell myself that I need some help and so I help myself So I just tell myself that I need some help and so I help myself It's been so damn long since I been in my mind Been so damn long since I say what was real Been so damn long since I felt what was real Like I don't know how it feel It's been so damn long since I been in my mind Been so damn long since I say what was real Been so damn long since I felt what was real Like I don't know how it feel