I'll dig a hole in the sky In case I fall through the eyes Of the forgotten sun A fundamental fear Of swimming in too deep Into a state of nothingness Something inside My soul feels numb again Show me a way Of staying conscious Somehow this void completes me It lets me grow I'll find my way through failure And broken bones Time is the last of my possessions Loosing myself Through this regression Somehow the start feels closer I can't move on Each day fades out to darkness I'm paralyzed I've seen the light I've seen the dusk I've seen the ones who came before I know the rush I know the fear I know the child I used to be And now it's gone I know too much I never thought how hard would be To break my curse And turn around I'm not the self I used to know Somehow this void consumed me I am no more The conscious part of myself Waits to be born I am no more I don't belong I don't belong, I'm not the one I used to know I don't belong