Talking to my therapist, who says I'm okay But guilt from my past keeps me ashamed We all make mistakes from time to time Down on myself, keeping the blame Feeling unworthy like a glutton for pain The whole church thing didn't work out for me But if you don't find forgiveness within The doctor says to make peace with yourself You might just need a new definition Got my music, got my video games Got my TV shows and software to code Not around people a lot of the time They call me the cat man, but I'm alright 'Cause I'm changing what it means to be lonely I'm redefining isolation 'Cause this is where my thoughts are stationed I don't wander to dark places, 'cause that's where I'm alone Talking to my parents, who understand My lack of self-esteem makes me feel I'm not a man They've both done stupid things too I keep beating up the younger me Deserve to be punished for my bad deeds The Jesus Christ thing didn't work out for me But if I don't find forgiveness within I told them to make peace with myself I might just need a new definition Got my music, got my video games Got my TV shows and software to code Not around people a lot of the time They call me the cat man, but I'm alright 'Cause I'm changing what it means to be lonely I'm redefining isolation 'Cause this is where my thoughts are stationed I don't wander to dark places, 'cause that's where I'm alone I just need a little ray of light To make me focus on the moment That is my current life Got my music, got my video games Got my TV shows and software to code Not around people a lot of the time They call me the cat man, but I'm alright 'Cause I'm changing what it means to be lonely I'm redefining isolation 'Cause this is where my thoughts are stationed I don't wander to dark places, 'cause that's where I'm alone That's where I'm alone