I wish I could find the words to describe This overwhelming low that I feel inside Every day's an uphill road And I'm struggling with the load Everyday I try my best When life puts me to the test But this feeling won't go away Not even for a day Sitting here crying my heart out I'm tell you A drowning man taking his last breath then letting go Resigning himself To not coming back again Just what is at stake And how much more can I take As I sit on this wall Will you answer my call It's not what I planned When you first held my hand Like a cold winter's night It's been dark for so long I just want to escape Just to not have to fake Just for while To remember a smile But I'm proud and I hide it well I'll be strong I won't let you down I will be a better man I won't take the coward's way out I wish I could find the words to describe This overwhelming low that I feel inside Every day's an uphill road And I'm struggling with the load Everyday I try my best When life puts me to the test But this feeling it won't go away Not even for a day Just what is at stake And how much more can I take As I sit on this wall Will you answer my call It's not what I planned When you first held my hand Like a cold winter's night it's been dark for so long I just want to escape Just to not have to fake Just for while To remember a smile