It's not as you're thinking Or as you've imagined To live in the shade of Beliefs that were fashioned To leave you in slavery and drain out your soul But what can i do when there's so many liars That crawl through your veins Like millions of spiders That seek out their victims And who is the wiser Watch out Got you Oh my god I can't deny this I've been taught just to kill and fight this To bury it deeper where nobody can find this Like nobody wanted to know So give it away Like they're not going to f*ck you How long can you bear him To come back and haunt you To burn past your feelings And cause you to suffer You're starting to bleed They don't give you up Before its too late What will you offer In way of a healing I'm so confused abused misused Oh my god I can't deny this I've been taught just to kill and fight this To bury it deeper where nobody can find this Like nobody wanted to know Ooh, if it opens your eyes This is better than a strong compromise I was willing to be lost in the shuffle If only you had let me know Ooh, if it opens your eyes This is better than the last compromise I was willing to be lost in the shadows If only you had let me know And they won't give in Because they know what they're after A kick in the face Like its all that would matter Oh my god I can't deny this I've been taught just to kill and fight this To bury it deeper where nobody can find this Like nobody wanted to know Ooh, if it opens your eyes This is better than a good compromise I was willing to be lost in the shuffle If only you had let me know Ooh, we'll be done with the show Like the tides out on the ocean The waves already set in motion The only one in the game who's lost is you