I got depression in ma head Im fighting through it Its alright I know it hurts sometimes n i feel low but Its alright Why the f*ck the only time this bitch hit me is at night Depression is a bitch if it was human it be on sight Depression always in ma head Its never leaving demons lurkin I look okay but deep down im rlly hurtin Im getting sick of all these sad songs But its all thats in ma head i swear im fightin till im dead I swear im fightin n im tryin but i always see my self dead Yeh, i always see myself dead Yeh, i always see myself dead Yeh, i always see myself dead Everyone Says its fake But man i swear its tru its rlly fucking hard to prove Especially when nobody listening especially not you Its only depression an anxiety I think ill be leaving soon Yeah, yeah, i think ill be leaving soon Yeah yeah i think ill be leaving soon Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahh i think ill be leaving soon Ayy, I feel happy most the day but its remindin me i could be dead I feel okay but after noon its like a monsoon in ma head Stayin awake all night thats the shit i dread But i can never get to sleep cause i wanna be dead I aint tryna say its all i think abt But most the days its rlly fuckin hard to flush it out Yeah, Yeah, its hard to flush it out Man, its rlly fuckin hard to flush it out Sometimes i lay in bed I get called lazy cause im stuck in my head Its not the fact im lazy i just lack all the motivation If no one trys for me why should i try for myself Its like im jus sat on a shelf They only get me when they need They dont know that im bleedin' It rlly fucking hurts The pain is rlly hard to describe I jus hide it inside Hopin it will all jus pass jus go away So i guess until im better then this shit is jus a waiting game Its jus a waiting game Yeh, Yeh, Its jus a waiting game I got depression in ma head Im fighting through it Its alright I know it hurts sometimes n i feel low but Its alright Why the f*ck the only time this bitch hit me is at night Depression is a bitch if it was human it be on sight