It's like everyday, seconds away from crying Next to my bed kneeling, not healing, only reminding My phone is dry and no one ever calls I ain't got no pictures of people to put up on my wall It's like every single day always end the same I'm exhausted and I'm broken, and I'm choking with things to say Lost every single motivation to keep moving forward Struggle to find the right lyrics for the right chords All alone, and it seems I've been forgotten Seems that every single scar I've gotten it will forever be embossing Wish I had the life where everyone didn't hate you Anything you did was cool, every wrong wasn't stapled I coulda had the girl, but I guess I missed my chance So now I'm stuck reminiscing on a past romance This world is lonely, and my grief is great I could rule the world, but what difference does it make Maybe if they knew, I was dealing with schizophrenic thoughts Maybe if they knew I always feel like I am being watched Can't sleep at night, might see some sights that make me flight I cannot find some peace of mind, I'm not in jail but I'm doing time I can't go in public without breaking down mentally Can't go anywhere without freaking out seems it's meant to be I'm seeing things and hearing things and tweaking out Seems that anything I do, it'll come out with a doubt Gimme it all, gimme it all Gimme the weight of the world Gimme it all, gimme it all Gimme the weight of the world Gimme it all, gimme it all Gimme the weight of the world Gimme it all, gimme it all Gimme the weight of the world Stand tall, look to your brother Embrace the fall you gonna recover The better the lesson, the more we suffer The more you lose, the more you muster The angels are watching, you will never die The devil is watching, tryna take what's mine Your father is watching, so you better try Taking back your life, just one foot at a time See you only built me, every time you tried to kill me And now I stand a brand-new man, with the free world still tryna pill me I got Jesus on my side, heaven on my mind Just stop searching for the answers to all your problems and you'll find Gimme it all, gimme it all Gimme the weight of the world Gimme it all, gimme it all Gimme the weight of the world Gimme it all, gimme it all Gimme the weight of the world Gimme it all, gimme it all Gimme the weight of the world