Can't seem to sleep Can't seem to eat Don't want to feel a thing I'm tense and unsure Not knowing where I'm headed Wandering blindly into the dark I need something to carry me through Can't seem to want you Don't want to feel a thing All I crave is just to relax Feel a moment of nothing Not this imbalance of swirling emptiness I need something to take me away Won't you help me Why can't I let it go I'm being consumed Don't want you to know It's all around me Encircling and swarming My thoughts and my memories I don't want you to help me I can fix this Why don't I just Kill my self Don't want to feel a thing Don't want you to know