I been walking around at night (solo) I love watching the traffic lights (dolo) I love seeing the folks get close cause it's cold I imagine I have their life I imagine smiles hugs and kisses I imagine arguments about the dishes I create a whole scene know what I mean When I see them hold hands and walk off into the distance How often are you alone with your own thoughts I mean staring at the ceiling of your room thoughts Do you really listen what you gotta say Or do you push it away and continue with your own plot They say the you no one sees is the real you bare Lately it's just been me and me up there Tryna get aquatinted honestly I'm scared Cuz I'm finding I ain't vibing with the me upstairs I been feeling on my own out here I been feeling all alone I don't really pick the phone up here I don't answer when they call I been feeling on my own out here I been feeling all alone I don't really pick the phone up here I don't answer when they call I decided 'fore the 'rona I would dial my phone up and call for help Start being honest with myself but then I Pushed it back and I kept on pushing And blew up on all the people who were only looking Out for me honestly what really stings I still haven't got the help that I really need The therapy is calling me But I decline everytime what's wrong with me All I really want is for people to like me Look at me and say "Now that's someone who I'd be" Attention and a mention speak of me kindly I'm lost a sea with no paddle please come and find me A tell myself that I'm too in my head But how do you get out when it makes you so scared And how do you talk about things that make your teeth clench I suppose you talk about while a beat plays I guess I been feeling on my own out here I been feeling all alone I don't really pick the phone up here I don't answer when they call I been feeling on my own out here I been feeling all alone I don't really pick the phone up here I don't answer when they call