Reminiscing on my past life I got credits cards and mad strife Driving half an hour so you hit me with that gas light Remember I used to pick you up and you would always see me down The love I should've given up because we could never work it out So currently I been stacking currency See I opened the curtains The light hit me so certain Since 14 I was chosen To live the life I'm earning Through the pain that I was hurting And going through the bullshit daily Look nigga I been this way Since 9th grade I can't escape depression I made mistakes it seems that I could never learn my lesson It took me losing my true love to start asking the quesitons Of who I am Who I'll be Am I Adam hanging from the tree Life is bittersweet, All I did was plant some better seeds Scrolling through ya feed Adonis on the bleed I got another seed right from the route At night I'm seeing you I'm wondering what the f*ck I'm supposed to do Nights up in my bed Nights up in my head I can feel the stress right up in my brain It don't feel the same when bitches giving me brain Break the cycle of the pain and all the bullshit And you knew that I was down but you throwing all the blows When the bottom came around and you vanish like some smoke But I'm warming all the chills cause I knew you was a hoe Now I just gotta f*ck around and focus on the glow Reminiscing on my past life I got credits cards and mad strife Driving half an hour so you hit me with that gas light Remember I used to pick you up and you would always see me down The love I should've given up because we could never work it out So currently I been stacking currenc See I opened the curtains The light hit me so certain Since 14 I was chosen To live the life I'm earning Through the pain that I was hurting And going through the bullshit daily A year later I'm still going up I would never hold a frown If I'm at the bottom nigga they would never know that I was down When Lexii died she said that shit in her last song I put in practice nigga I know she hella far from wrong 2k21 I'm tryna make monopoly money Leaching ass niggas ain't getting no energy from me Looking at how far I came I ain't disappointed Now I'm thinking to myself Reminiscing on my past life I got credits cards and mad strife Driving half an hour so you hit me with that gas light Remember I used to pick you up and you would always see me down The love I should've given up because we could never work it out So currently I been stacking currency See I opened the curtains The light hit me so certain Since 14 I was chosen To live the life I'm earning Through the pain that I was hurting And going through the bullshit daily