That beaming smile, those incendiary eyes The fire inside my soul All of those times you were almost, nearly mine We forgot ourselves and made each other whole If we were free of all constraints, I'd sing songs and you would paint In a seaside AirBNB I can picture it now, we're making love and wondering how We could make those moments last eternally I wish I felt this less each day But I just can't lose you in that way Cause I'm crazy fucked up in love with you And you won't fully understand what I'm going through In a world of lies and plastic smiles I'll speak my truth Nothing I can do I'm crazy fucked up in love with you You said you saw yourself as cold I saw radiant and bold All the warmth you never knew you had was mine And I would've fought for you, but you told me not to I surrendered with my heart on the line I wake up to you each day, cause you're with me in some way And I wonder if I'm also on your mind I took it on the chin, with good grace and thick skin But it's just so hard to leave it all behind If I was just your wake-up call Then you are my benzos and alcohol Cause I'm crazy fucked up in love with you And you won't fully understand what I'm going through For all the things in life I taught you that you never knew Nothing I can do My heart beats true I'm all kinds of fucked up in love with you I can't wrap it up and put in a box like you I can't help but wear my heart upon my sleeve So f*ck off with your logic, and the real world rhetoric Cause we never had to wake up from this dream You are my sunshine, my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are grey You'll never know dear, how much I love you Please don't take my sunshine Cause I'm crazy fucked up in love you And you won't fully understand what I'm going through While you bury all this deep inside I'll sing the blues Nothing I can do My heart beats true It'll always be me and you It's crazy