I still love you so much and I hate it Hate how you could always make me smile Hate that all it took was for you to grab my hand And I knew everything would be okay I was smitten from day one Smitten for you love When I told you that I was done Apathetic was all you could muster up You painted me in colors I had never seen And now I need to scrub myself clean It hurt so bad to see the shades you left on me Almost miss not being able to see Stay away they said I should've listened But something bout you babe was intoxicating All the hours that I won't get back Only if it was real all that i thought we had Now you still remain deep in my skin I think one day soon I'll feel home again You painted me in colors I had never seen And now I need to scrub myself clean It hurt so bad to see the shades you left on me Almost miss not being able to see I hate that I still love you Hate that I still miss you Hate that I'm the one that always wanted you