Maybe I have anxiety because I ruin other people and the planet Maybe it’s why I’m so upset why I always feel outside of my element Maybe I feel the butterfly effect of the people I affect by what I own I know that it’s wrong but I keep buying The products the chain is supplying I reach for the pills because my heart has had too much I know that it’s wrong but I keep buying The products the chain is supplying I reach for the pills because my head has had too much Maybe I got depression because everything I eat is toxic Maybe I feel the pressure of the war that’s so far from where I call home Maybe I have depression because I buy everything that I am sold I wanna get up and quit watching TV I can’t press off on the remote I know that it’s wrong but I keep buying The products the chain is supplying I reach for the pills because my heart has had too much I know that it’s wrong but I keep buying The products the chain is supplying I reach for the pills because my head has had too much I think it’s not that important I act like it doesn’t even matter There’s so much I don’t wanna feel responsible for I have the choice to ignore it I don’t have to explore it Ultimately it is out of my control Why should I even try I cannot change the world Maybe I have anxiety because I’m horrible at communication Maybe I should of said something instead of letting it all blow up Maybe I have a right to be just as upset as I really am Advertisers are so tricky they started targeting me before I was born They poison me with their diapers and powder and oil I know that it’s wrong but I keep buying The products the chain is supplying I reach for the pills because my heart has had too much I know that it’s wrong but I can’t help it However goods get to me I will put up with it I reach for the pills because my head has had too much Maybe I got anxiety because everything I love is plastic If there’s ever a fire everything I love would melt away